“The Pants”

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She was the last person I loved.

It wasn’t the keeping kind

Memorable,

But, passing.

She went where she went

But, her sweatpants stayed. 

A better fit.

Comfortable.

This morning,

You

The first woman I’ve loved like this, in this

Love, love, love

Kind of way,

Lay between the meeting of lefts & rights.

Face bowed in worship & praise.

Tongue dancing to song lyrics

(As a literal, matter of fact.)

Tongue obeying commands given by

Love making music in the background. 

Your eyes are closed.

My eyes are not.

They trace the lines made by your body.

The small of your back, a valley.

I am a rollercoaster car 

Climbing from canyon to crest

Where your ass points as far up to heaven as it can go.

Jerking breaths.

I am a rollercoaster car

Begging to know what it feels like,

When this buildup of energy rushes through me

Like screams & stomachs dropped on the way down.

I throw my hands up,

Pressing wall,

Like reaching for the sky.

This is the part where I swear.

FUCK

Loud.

I notice

You’re wearing the pants.

You wore them home once.

And now you’ve claimed my soul,

In your bed,

With them on.

Those are your pants now.